

Shopping List:
 Lettuce
 Radishes
 Cucumbers
 Tomatoes
 Strawberries
 Apples
 Oatmeal
 Buckwheat
 Lentils
  
 I always take my time and walk along the rows before I start buying  the day’s purchases.  I look over the fruit and vegetables and causally  ask a few vendors their prices.  I have found that the lettuce and  radishes are cheapest in the back where the vendors have their produce  laid out on plastic tarps and crates.  The apples are freshest in the  front where the vendors display their shined and washed fruits and  vegetables on recently renovated stalls.  Women bustle around, hardly  appearing burdened by the large bags they have hung over their arms.   The men with carts yell “tachka, tachka” to warn you that you have  about two seconds to move out of the way or else you will be run over.   I pick up one of the apples and ask the vendor the price.  “15,000  manat per kilo,” she says ($1.05).  “No,” I say.  “Give them to me for  cheaper.”  “12,000 manat,” I suggest ($0.84) and eventually she settles  for 13,000 manat and I save a fraction of a dollar.  Sometimes I  evesdrop on Turkmen shoppers to hear the prices the vendors tell a  native.  By now I know the going rate for tomatoes or oatmeal, and I  scoff at an inflated price and move on.  The cell phone card lady greets  me with a familiar “sen” used for friends, and she asks about my work.   Every week I buy the same card from her, and when I skip a week she  asks me where I went.  The oatmeal lady lives in my town, and she gives  me a good deal on a kilo of oatmeal that lasts me almost a month.  The  moneychangers incessantly ask me in furtive murmurs if I want to change  dollars even though I have told them from the beginning that I only have  manat.  As I walk around I can hear people whispering, “she’s American”  and this echo around the bazaar has become familiar along with the  squawking of the birds, the pounding of heavy feet, the yelling of  greetings across aisles and the crinkling of plastic bags as they are  handed to the customers.  Every Monday I take my reusable bag to the  bazaar in Turkmenabat and try my hand at bargaining away at my shopping  list.
   
 As the weather warms, the stalls at the bazaar swell with fresh  produce.  The winter months bring slim pickings for fresh fruit and  vegetables, and in the spring new produce appears overnight.  My  shopping list is incredibly simple and straight forward compared to what  I used to have in America.  I make everything from scratch here.   Therefore, the products listed are raw products, straight from the  local farms around the city.  The strawberry lady assures me that she  grows the strawberries herself in a small village 30 minutes outside of  the city.  The cauliflower that I happen upon also comes from a village  in my region.  Most of the vendors sell produce that they have grown  from seed.  Of course the occasional pineapple or kiwi is most  definitely not grown locally in Turkmenistan, but the kinds of imported  produce I can count on one hand.  Although I complain about the slim  pickings in the winter, I have come to respect the idea of truly eating  what is in season, and what is available locally.  If it isn’t grown  here and now, you won’t find it in the bazaar!  I am acutely aware of  what I am eating, where it is from, and that it is in season.  The idea  of “locally grown” is not a choice here, and it is the way that all  Turkmen eat.  We have lost this in America, where we can get anything at  anytime of the year.  When are lemons in season?  They’re in season in  the fall in Turkmenistan, but in America who knows, because they are  always available.  There are few ready-made foods here, and by making  everything from scratch I know exactly what I am eating.  An oatmeal  package that one can buy in America is full of processed sugars and  chemicals, but here I am sure my oatmeal consists of oats, milk, water,  apple and honey.  Cooking oatmeal from scratch takes more time than 30  seconds in a microwave, but I am certain that what I am ingesting is  good for me.  This new style of shopping, cooking and eating has  increased my appreciation for the clichéd “circle of life.”  I don’t  think Turkmen would need to go through this realization because they are  used to eating what is in season, but as an American I can really see  the difference between the shopping and cooking experience here and in  my home country.  When I return to America, I will take my reusable bag  to the local farmer’s market, browse the aisles and select the best  produce.  Unfortunately in America part of the fun is cut out because  the prices are non-negotiable, but the farmer’s market is by far a more  enjoyable experience for me than a supermarket.